A Contemporary Nazirite Vow: What I Learned  

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As anyone has seen me in person in the last 6 months knows, I did a Nazirite vow this year.  I was launched into it by hearing Lou Engle, Jese Engle, and Bethany Yeo at a conference in January.  The vow ended with TheCall DC yesterday, and I have now shaved my head.  Since it's over, I thought I'd take some time to reflect on what the vow was about and what I learned.

The Background

Since Nazirite vows are obviously not a common practice in most of the Church today, I probably need to address some questions first.

  • What's a Nazirite vow?
    See Numbers 6:1-21.  In a nutshell, it is a voluntary vow that a man or woman can take to be consecrated to God for a period of time.  The consecration consists of not drinking wine or any food or drink made from grapes, not cutting your hair (note: actually the beard is not included; compare Numbers 6:18 with Leviticus 14:9), and not becoming ceremonially unclean by touching a dead body.
  • Isn't it an Old Testament thing?
    No.  It's a Jewish thing.  Paul took a Nazirite vow (Acts 18:18), and Paul also paid for the sacrifices so that three Jewish believers in Jesus could complete their Nazirite vows in Jerusalem (Acts 21:23-24).  (Sidenote: if you think that Paul was compromising his belief in justification by faith by doing this, go back and read Acts 15.  For Jewish believers in Jesus, keeping the law is about voluntary obedience and love for God.  According to Hebrews 7:11-19, no one was ever saved by keeping the Law.)
  • But you're not Jewish...
    No.  That's true.  However, I do love Jesus and I have a desire to be consecrated to Him.  In a sense, I borrowed a Jewish act of consecration because contemporary American evangelical culture does not have any comparable means of sacrificially expressing devotion to Jesus.  And it is in the Bible after all...
  • Did Lou Engle dig this up on his own?
    Lou Engle apparently had a dream in the late '90s about calling out contemporary Nazirites as a challenge for 21st century America.  But he's not the first one to go back to the Old Testament and find this vow.  As at least one example, Rees Howells performed a Nazirite vow in the early 20th century (see Rees Howells: Intercessor, by Norman Grubb, pages 113-120).
  • What's the point?
    The Bible actually says basically nothing about what the vow is for.  I'll post some more thoughts below, but one thing that I do want to say very clearly is that a Nazirite vow does not earn favor with God.  We are accepted by God only and entirely because of what Jesus did at the Cross.  If we are in Christ, God enjoys us as His children and delights in us because of our sincerity of heart - that is, our pursuit of complete obedience (pursuit, not the attainment of it).  No act of devotion can make Him love us more, just as no sin can make Him love us less.  On the flip side, if we are living in unrepentant sin, no act of devotion can make up for the lack of obedience either ("To obey is better than sacrifice", 1 Samuel 15:22).

What I Learned

My Nazirite vow began on January 21, and lasted for 208 days, ending yesterday.  Reflecting back on the past 200 days (as I rub my shaved head), the following thoughts come to mind:

  • I am weak but He is strong.
    The deepest insight that I have gained out of this experience is my weakness.  If I thought I was out to demonstrate my holiness by a act of radical devotion, I failed completely.  For much of this time, I have been half-hearted in prayer and pursuing intimacy with the Lord.  I fell into all the same sins I struggled with before.  And therefore I felt like a hypocrite - I had the symbol of my consecration on my head, but I wasn't living a consecrated life. 

    In the end, I have come back again at a deeper level to the place where I started.  If my hope of living the Christian life depends on  me, I'm screwed.  I am weak.  Though I still hope and pray for breakthroughs and increasing victory over specific areas of sin, I will always be weak.

    But He is strong.  My hope is not in my faithfulness, my ability to obey His commandments consistently, my ability to fast, or my perseverance in prayer.  My hope is in Him - Him alone!

    Lamentations 3:22-24
    22 Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed,
    Because His compassions fail not.
    23 They are new every morning;
    Great is Your faithfulness.
    24 “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul,
    “Therefore I hope in Him!”

  • Being a Walking Declaration of the Worthy God
    Something I've thought about a lot is why God set up the Nazirite vow the way that He did.  The Nazirite vow might seem to be similar to fasting as an expression of "radical" devotion to God in the contemporary Church, but there are major differences. 
    • Fasting has a very practical dimension - it weakens your body, not just as a symbol of dependence on God, but as a means of actually increasing conscious dependence on God.  The Nazirite vow is basically symbolic. 
    • Fasting is to be primarily a private practice (Matthew 6:16-18), but the Nazirite vow is impossible to hide.
    • Fasting was mandatory for the people of God in the Old Testament (Leviticus 23:26-29), and is expected in the New Testament (Matthew 6:16, 9:15). The Nazirite vow, with the exception of a few special cases (e.g. Samson, Judges 13:5), is voluntary.
    • Fasting includes a dimension of seeking (seeking an answer to prayer, e.g. David, 2 Samuel 12:16; or seeking revelation, e.g. Daniel, Daniel 10:2-3, 10:12).  The Nazirite vow is more often an expression of gratitude and overflow towards God (e.g. Samuel, 1 Samuel 1:11).
      So what is the Nazirite vow really about?  I have two Biblical observations:  First, the Nazirite vow in the beginning of Numbers 6 immediately precedes the Aaronic blessing (Numbers 6:22-27).  Second, Nazirites are mentioned in the same breath with prophets in Amos 2:11-12.
      I think that the fundamental purpose of a Nazirite vow - a very public, strange, symbolic, and voluntary expression of devotion to God - is to serve as a walking declaration of the existence and beauty of God.  The Nazirite becomes a public reminder of God as he or she lives out life.  If the culture is walking in awareness of and obedience to God, then the public reminder is a blessing and the Nazirites contribute to the blessing of the society.  But if the culture is in rebellion against God, then the Nazirites are an ever-present rebuke to the godless self-seeking that surrounds them.  That is why the people of Israel in Amos' day suppressed the Nazirites.
      I am reminded of something I experienced when I spent a weekend at a Benedictine monastery a few years ago.  The monks' way of life - their silence, their Latin prayers, their old-fashioned cloaks and sandals, and above all the awareness that they would do this for the rest of their lives - were all very foreign to a 21st century American.  The overwhelming feeling I had, however,  was that Jesus is worth it.  He is worthy of that kind of odd, irrelevant, radical devotion - and so much more!
  • Grapes are in everything!
    I expected the hair part of the Nazirite vow to be challenging, but I didn't expect the grapes part to be so bad.  It turned out that not eating grapes was far more troublesome than having of long hair and a beard.

    One issue that every Christian Nazirite needs to face immediately is the question of communion.  I decided that I would take communion, since I normally commune even when I'm fasting, and I thought of it as roughly parallel.  So I drank grape juice whenever I had communion.

    Much trickier is the issue of vinegar.  Vinegar - often, but not always, made from grapes - is in all kinds of things, from hot sauce to salad dressing to Wonderbread (Wonderbread??).  I decided early on that I wasn't going to bother with avoiding vinegar (actually, I decided retroactively after about three weeks of having eaten hot sauce practically daily...).

    Even without the vinegar, though, it is still hard to avoid grapes completely.  It turns out that grape juice (usually white grape juice) is the favorite mixer juice for most of what you buy in the store.  So if you buy any kind of juice product that isn't 100% some other kind of juice, it's very likely that it has grapes in it.  Crazier yet, I found a few different kinds of bread that had raisin juice extract in them.  It wasn't raisin bread.  It was just plain whole wheat bread.  But for some reason, they felt that it needed raisin juice.  So I ended up checking ingredients on almost everything I bought.

  • Hair doesn't burn very well.
    At the end of the Nazirite vow, you're supposed to shave your head and take the hair to the Temple and burn it on the altar.  Obviously, there's no Temple now, but I did decide to burn the hair that I shaved off.  It was an interesting experience.  It turns out that in order to burn hair, you really need a pretty good fire that is already burning something else.  Hair itself doesn't so much burn as melt.  Not having any lighter fluid, I ended up spraying it with WD40 to get it to burn, and even then, it took a while.

    It was actually a neat insight with which to end the vow.  I don't know if you would see the same thing if you actually threw your hair onto an altar fire and watched it burn up, but I found that in trying to burn my hair I gained an appreciation for how God designed it.  Once hair catches fire, it melts and chars into a plastic-looking ash, and then it goes out.  If the hair is packed together, that only happens to the outer layer.  The inside isn't burnt.  So if your hair actually caught on fire, the likelihood of your head getting burnt would actually be pretty low.  God gave us a semi-flame retardant covering for our heads!

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8 comments

Hello Jeff.

I'm sorry to have missed you at the Call. I was there, as you might expect, also fulfilling my vow. I actually rode there on a bike from Virginia Beach, a total of 220 miles. It gave the idea of pilgrimage a new meaning to me, and I now fully appreciate the lengths (pun intended) that people have gone to in the name of pilgrimage.

This is a great explanation of why we did what we did... and for that matter, why I'm doing what I'm doing, since I'm going lofelong with the Nazirite, sans the prohibitions on Distilled vinegar, face shaving, and funerals. I'm growing my hair long and I'm still avoiding grapes and alcohol and any kind of vinegar I can trace back to its source. It should be interesting and if you like, I'll fill you in on what it's like after my hair gets to be exceedingly long.

I've found that while I love not looking homeless anymore, I miss the constant reminder to myself of Whose I am. Do you also miss the beard already?

Oh and about burning hair, I put mine in a paper bag and lit that. It worked great... so if you ever do this again, you might want to give it a try. Either that or go camping and actually build a fire, which is what I'll probably do next time... and there will probably be a next time.

Meanwhile, I hope you don't mind if I steal your explanation. I always understood why I was doing it, but I always failed in explaining why. Anyway buddy... It's good to hear from you, that you're still not only alive, but also Alive. I'm sure I'll hear from you or see you again sometime between Then and now.

much love,
Matt Donahue

11:20 AM

Hey Matt,

Good to hear from you! I watched TheCall from KC with the IHOP community. It was amazing how emotionally exhausting it was even sitting in an air conditioned room on a comfortable chair!

I must confess that I'm not really missing the beard, and I'm getting a kick out of the double-takes when I see people who didn't know me in the pre-Nazirite days. My FITN roommate actually had to look at my nametag to figure out who I was! :)

At the end of the day, a phrase from Jesse Engle comes to mind - he said that although he doesn't have long hair anymore, he still considers himself to be consecrated. It's first and foremost about having "long hair of the heart". I have to agree - I support the public declaration of God's worthiness (obviously), but for myself right now, I need to focus on growing in true consecration in the inner man.

Grace and peace to you!

Jeff

5:29 PM

hey, i was wondering where you found that they burned their hair at the alter. Reading Numbers 6 I only see were they burnt the offerings (sin and lamb). Thanks

7:09 AM

Hi KernelPanic,

It's in there... read a little further. :)

Numbers 6:18 (ESV)
18 And the Nazirite shall shave his consecrated head at the entrance of the tent of meeting and shall take the hair from his consecrated head and put it on the fire that is under the sacrifice of the peace offering.

Always nice to get a question that's easy to answer. Grace and peace to you!

6:27 PM

not to nit pick but the verse acts 18:18 is pretty arguably referring to a vow that Paul took that was different than a nazarite vow... I wonder what that vow would have been if not a nazarite vow? and also wonder if it was common to shave the head upon making different types of vows...? mostly curious. Thank for sharing your experience about the vow. Very interesting.

4:46 PM

Hi Mac Fish,

I've never heard an argument that Acts 18:18 is referring to something other than a Nazirite vow. I suppose the difficulty is that Paul cut his hair somewhere other than the Temple.

Here's what John Polhill writes in the New American Commentary:

"This seems to have been a Nazirite vow, the type of vow discussed in Num 6:1–21. ... The reference to his having cut his hair at this point presents some difficulty. Generally one cut the hair at the end of the vow and made a sacrifice at the temple in Jerusalem, throwing the shorn hair into the burnt offering as a part of the sacrifice. Some interpreters suggest that at Cenchrea Paul was beginning a vow that he would later complete in Jerusalem, but the past tense of the Greek verb indicates Paul had already taken the vow. There also is no evidence for cutting the hair at the initiation of a vow—only at its completion. A passage in Josephus seems to indicate the practice of cutting the hair elsewhere before going to Jerusalem to make the sacrifices. Perhaps this is what Paul was doing."
John B. Polhill, vol. 26, Acts, electronic ed., Logos Library System; The New American Commentary, 390 (Nashville: Broadman & Holman Publishers, 2001, c1992).

1:12 PM

Regarding the temple, Jesus is the new temple, right? Maybe Paul was aware of this even before the physical destruction of the second temple of Jerusalem.

9:59 PM

so my 13 year old dauhter wants to make a Nazarite vow but I'm just not sure how she should end it...

4:22 PM

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